I love you honey, think you are starting your driving lessons now. pls be careful ok? hehe, it has been sometime sionce i blog now. I'm lazy la actually, but the thought that you will have something to read when i'm not around always make me blog hehe. Thanks dear for the very VERY nice butter cake you bake for me!!! know you have heard this alot of time but IT IS VERY NICE!!!! even me family likes it dear. My dad also got say new year time can order from you. See dear, it is really nice and don't worry i'll always be your no.1 food tester ok? Oh my grandma just finished the last slice, should have kept it secretly under my pillow then can eat all i want. wonder when i can eat ur next creation dear???? Oh i'm so glad when you say u will bake butter cake for me for the rest of my life. thank you dear. MUACKS!!!!

oh!! you just say you finish ur lesson le and you had a nice instructor!!!! didin't expect you will end so fast dear. dunno why dear, i'm still tired, yawn... maybe i should go sleep a while later. dear i find the weekends to be so short, always end so soon one. so not fair!!! but i always enjoy my day with you dear. Although i'm tired dear, i'm always looking forward to it. cos i know i can just relax and do watever we want together!!!! I'm just glad you are there for me dear, so glad... Dear you make me feel so impt when you said i'm the most impt person to you. I just love you so much dear. When i'm wearing my fieldpack dear and marching, i always imagine you smiling at me and the happy timews we spent together, it really helps dear!!! the thought of you being proud of me when i never give up just drives me on!!!

See dear you are really important to me, just can't live without you. I LOVE YOU dear!!!! MUACKS!!!! ok think i shall go talk to my grandma le!! talk to you later tonight ok? MUACKS!!!!

i am who i am
12:35 AM

Ahh... new change of environment! i was not feeling very well the first few days, not physically but emotionally.It always happens cos i think i haven't gotten use to the new place yet and partially i'm like the weakest physically around. I felt home sick and miss everyone so much especially u dear!!! when we talk on the home, i feel like crying le. bet u didn't know that. hehe but nvm, i'm slowly starting to get use to it. hope i'll last through it with everyone and get my sword!!!!

hehe i was so scared after the test and they were announcing the timing dear. keep praying and praying until they call my name. phew!!!! 9.21 dear!! hehe i deserve a really big reward right?? haiz this weekend is so short!!! hope other weekends are not like that. let me go to see my dear!!! AHHH!!!!

listening to songs now. It's been so long , don't even know any new songs. hehe so i went to yes 9.33 to see the new songs. got a duet and it's quite nice. ahh.. can't even be at the outside world for more than 24 hours. but i guess that's how life is going to be for the remaining days. hope it's better next year.

Missing u alot dear and i wanna go over to rub ur aching tummy now. to make u feel better with my medicated kisses and hugs. hehe. ok going to to find my crayons now!!!! good luck for your exams tmr dear!!!! MUACKS!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

i am who i am
11:12 PM

Ahhh... finally got good news and got what i wanted. It's so weird i tried so hard for the rest of my interviews and yet i didn't get them but for this one i didn't really have much time to prepare but i got it in the end. honestly this is one course i really want to study. vet science is so much more interesting than engineering! guess i may not be enjoying myself for the next few years if i continued to take engineering. I'm really lucky.. phew! feel much much better now cos i just got rid of a big load from my shoulder.

Oh dear, just read your blog. Feel so worried for you i promise i'll pray for you ok? don't worry dear you are fine and normal and i love you all the same. You are still my dear love no matter what you become. How about whenever those bad things happen again just look at our pics and think of those wonderful moments that we have? Hope it helps dear! don't worry dear ok? I'll be in my suit of shiny armour and sitting on my white horse to chase those bad things away from you!!!!!! hehe

WOO dear!!! never expected you to be so excited for me last night. haha feel so happy that everyone is so happy for me!!! especially you dear!! just keep telling me you can be a tai tai. haha looks like we are one step closer to our nice and big secret room!!! whee!!! it was fun yesterday dear, walking around with you and sitting beside the singapore river with you, watching little kids walking besides their parents and people flinging themselves up in the air. haha. thanks dear for everything!!! for sharing my joy with me yesterday. I LOVE YOU!!!!

ohh!!! we ate the grape thing hehe bet you will like to have some right?? na give you one now. --> O hehe i tihnk we saved one for you in the fridge hehe. can't waot to call you tonight dear. whee!!!!! MUACKS!!!!

i am who i am
3:58 AM

Ah! dunno why these few recent sundays are not very good for me. Keep having problems with scholarships stuff. haiz. alamak hope all this problems will go away soon and i can get what i want. Hmph!!! now i have 2 big problems bothering me. Dear dunno if u want to know about them. haiz. sometimes i feel that i'm being pressurised by other pple. Following orders, i think i am good at that, but dunno if i can ever make my own decisions when i need to -scratch head-

Long time since i listen to songs,so i'm listening to some my favourite songs in winamp now. Remind me of my school days. It was so much simpler then. haha. nvm gonna move on in life!!!

hehe naruto getting exciting again. source of inspiration and motivation for me. Oh! long weekend coming, dunno what we will be doing. nvm got lots of time to think. hope i'll enjoy it. hopefully next weekend will be more relaxing.

Run run run!!!! haha it's tiring but i will feel a sense of accomplishment after that. makes me happier and feels good.

still troubled now. - takes deep breaths- nvm. I shall see how it goes!!!! GOGOGO!!!! Love ya dear. MUACKS!!!

i am who i am
2:21 AM

Can't believe yesterday passed so quickly!! It was really an amazing day! I have never felt so good in a long time. So relaxed and i enjoyed myself so much. What's more! i get to spend it with you dear. Everything was perfect! Even the weather!!! It only rained after we left the beach! I am writing this so you and i can relive yesterday again dear, whenever we want! Thanks dear for everything, for making me feel so important with that letter. I LOVE YA!!! You give me another reason to live dear. You are the best!!

OK here it goes!!! Early in the morning we sat sentosa express to Siloso Beach!!! We set up our little but warmth popo up tent. It was so cool!! like we have our own house with a beach in front of our doorsteps!! we even bought bee hoon, noodles and a can of sausages from 7-11. We both felt very satisfied didn't we. haha!!! Oh then we laid down on our grounsheets and i borught my air pillow to lie on!!! Lying in the sun and tanning!!! LALALA. Feel so good haha.

Oh we went for a swim in the sea after that. Ok not really swim cos u can't swim dear hehe. So we both just waded and floated around. Piggyback my dear around hehe and she piggy back me too. hehe. got lots of sands into our shorts and got washed around when the waves came. hehe

After playing in the waters we came back to our little house and continue tanning. Lalala, dear got rid of her tanlines and we happily ate up the 3 apples she brought. Ok i ate most of it. hehe but the apples tasted so sweet!! oh we ate some choclate pokey too!!! Oh we took lots and lots of pics haha.

I went for a short run after that, barefoot on the tar road. hehe i was very careful of not stepping on any nasty stuff. Dear just stayed in the tent, wondering when i'll be back. Mmm... after i came back a while, we decided to go and bathe. Have some problem with the tent hehe, dunno how to fold back!!! haha but with some luck, we still did it!!! YAY!!!

After we left sentosa, we went to vivomart to buy my knee guard and then ice cream!! cos i'm going over to dear's aunt's house for bbq so better buy something. hehe but i guess i bought too much and everyone was too full to eat. in the end, the ice cream were hardly touched!! hehe nvm, ryan and chloe will have fun eating them!!! hehe.

Oh dear got really tired and fell asleep on the couch, i even managed to get a lift home on dear's father's car, with dear sleeping with her head on my shoulder. AHH!!! what a way to end the day. hehe.

Thanks dear for everything yesterday. I LOVE YOU!!!! oh remember to drink pi pa gao and the camomile tea!!!! good luck dear for your examx and whenever u feel stress just think of yesaterday ok?? feel so happy everytime i recall. Thanks dear!! MUACKS!!!!



i am who i am
4:08 AM

Today is full of ups and down. feel quite tired for the whole day but i did take a nap in the afternoon. In the morn, we went to temple then went to fetch grandma home from hospital. she's been away from home for quite some time le. knee problem, really hope her condition gets better day by day. But on the way home from the hospital, things didn't turn out too well. WWIII broke out!!! some tears were shed, but as usual, i'll just stay quiet. Think i cannot make the situation better so just stay out of the affair. OH!! but by afternoon, everything turned out better. Hope it will last!!

Didn't contact you for the whole day dear. Wonder if it will help you concentrate better. hope it does!!! Hope you don't blame me either hehe -scratch head- hehe got some rewards for you tmr hehe. hope the rewards will come in useful when i'm not around. gonna call you later dear, wonder if you'll blame me for not msging you for the whole day. but i don't mind dear you for blaming me. just wanna hear your voice before going to sleep. mayube that's why i always fall asleep while talking to you hehe. haha i always end up leaving you awake on the other end of the phone. quite guilty hehe- scratch head-

oh!! speaking/typing about heads, i went for a haircut today!!! asked for low slope, the barber a bit blur, lucky got another buarber at the side explain to her phew I'm always tense during haircut because i'm so scared the barber will not give me what i want then furthermore i cannot look clearly without my specs so must always wait till the end before i realise my hair has become too short haha. it's always like that.

ok got to blast.- twink-

i am who i am
7:17 AM

Whee!!! It has been so so long since i touched this blog of mine. I thought it should have long been taken down or something but it still exist!!!! It must be waiting for the day when I'll come and blog again. hehe. Thanks to you dear!! you helped me revived this blog and helped me decorate until so nice!!! AND you included my favourite naruto song!!! You are really the best dear!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

Just got back from camp today and i'm so tired. I was planning to sleep actually but decided to come online to check on my "new" blog!!! I am impressed dear, how did you manage to find the music? hope you didn't lose your precious sleeping time because of this. You always sacrifice so much for me dear and yet sometimes i just dunno how to show my appreciation hehe-scratch head-

SAT IS OUR DATE!!! hehe i promised i'll spend an entire day with you dear remember?? hehe i'm so looking forward to it!! Sentosa here we come!!! can finally spend some quality time with you dear whee!! at night still got bbq somemore!! arhhh i'm going to grow fat!! must control must control!! -suck in stomach- see my abs dear??!!! -face turning red-hehe. i'm trying very hard to burn away some fats and become fitter. ACtually, i've never felt so fit b4 in my life!!! It feels really good to be fit.

It's gonna be a long break so i'm just gonna enjoy myself and make full use of every minute. Especially every minute with you dear!!!! Thanks for always being there for me. You are always on my mind when things get tough!!

Got to blast!!!!

i am who i am
7:20 AM