Ah! dunno why these few recent sundays are not very good for me. Keep having problems with scholarships stuff. haiz. alamak hope all this problems will go away soon and i can get what i want. Hmph!!! now i have 2 big problems bothering me. Dear dunno if u want to know about them. haiz. sometimes i feel that i'm being pressurised by other pple. Following orders, i think i am good at that, but dunno if i can ever make my own decisions when i need to -scratch head-

Long time since i listen to songs,so i'm listening to some my favourite songs in winamp now. Remind me of my school days. It was so much simpler then. haha. nvm gonna move on in life!!!

hehe naruto getting exciting again. source of inspiration and motivation for me. Oh! long weekend coming, dunno what we will be doing. nvm got lots of time to think. hope i'll enjoy it. hopefully next weekend will be more relaxing.

Run run run!!!! haha it's tiring but i will feel a sense of accomplishment after that. makes me happier and feels good.

still troubled now. - takes deep breaths- nvm. I shall see how it goes!!!! GOGOGO!!!! Love ya dear. MUACKS!!!

i am who i am
2:21 AM

Can't believe yesterday passed so quickly!! It was really an amazing day! I have never felt so good in a long time. So relaxed and i enjoyed myself so much. What's more! i get to spend it with you dear. Everything was perfect! Even the weather!!! It only rained after we left the beach! I am writing this so you and i can relive yesterday again dear, whenever we want! Thanks dear for everything, for making me feel so important with that letter. I LOVE YA!!! You give me another reason to live dear. You are the best!!

OK here it goes!!! Early in the morning we sat sentosa express to Siloso Beach!!! We set up our little but warmth popo up tent. It was so cool!! like we have our own house with a beach in front of our doorsteps!! we even bought bee hoon, noodles and a can of sausages from 7-11. We both felt very satisfied didn't we. haha!!! Oh then we laid down on our grounsheets and i borught my air pillow to lie on!!! Lying in the sun and tanning!!! LALALA. Feel so good haha.

Oh we went for a swim in the sea after that. Ok not really swim cos u can't swim dear hehe. So we both just waded and floated around. Piggyback my dear around hehe and she piggy back me too. hehe. got lots of sands into our shorts and got washed around when the waves came. hehe

After playing in the waters we came back to our little house and continue tanning. Lalala, dear got rid of her tanlines and we happily ate up the 3 apples she brought. Ok i ate most of it. hehe but the apples tasted so sweet!! oh we ate some choclate pokey too!!! Oh we took lots and lots of pics haha.

I went for a short run after that, barefoot on the tar road. hehe i was very careful of not stepping on any nasty stuff. Dear just stayed in the tent, wondering when i'll be back. Mmm... after i came back a while, we decided to go and bathe. Have some problem with the tent hehe, dunno how to fold back!!! haha but with some luck, we still did it!!! YAY!!!

After we left sentosa, we went to vivomart to buy my knee guard and then ice cream!! cos i'm going over to dear's aunt's house for bbq so better buy something. hehe but i guess i bought too much and everyone was too full to eat. in the end, the ice cream were hardly touched!! hehe nvm, ryan and chloe will have fun eating them!!! hehe.

Oh dear got really tired and fell asleep on the couch, i even managed to get a lift home on dear's father's car, with dear sleeping with her head on my shoulder. AHH!!! what a way to end the day. hehe.

Thanks dear for everything yesterday. I LOVE YOU!!!! oh remember to drink pi pa gao and the camomile tea!!!! good luck dear for your examx and whenever u feel stress just think of yesaterday ok?? feel so happy everytime i recall. Thanks dear!! MUACKS!!!!



i am who i am
4:08 AM

Today is full of ups and down. feel quite tired for the whole day but i did take a nap in the afternoon. In the morn, we went to temple then went to fetch grandma home from hospital. she's been away from home for quite some time le. knee problem, really hope her condition gets better day by day. But on the way home from the hospital, things didn't turn out too well. WWIII broke out!!! some tears were shed, but as usual, i'll just stay quiet. Think i cannot make the situation better so just stay out of the affair. OH!! but by afternoon, everything turned out better. Hope it will last!!

Didn't contact you for the whole day dear. Wonder if it will help you concentrate better. hope it does!!! Hope you don't blame me either hehe -scratch head- hehe got some rewards for you tmr hehe. hope the rewards will come in useful when i'm not around. gonna call you later dear, wonder if you'll blame me for not msging you for the whole day. but i don't mind dear you for blaming me. just wanna hear your voice before going to sleep. mayube that's why i always fall asleep while talking to you hehe. haha i always end up leaving you awake on the other end of the phone. quite guilty hehe- scratch head-

oh!! speaking/typing about heads, i went for a haircut today!!! asked for low slope, the barber a bit blur, lucky got another buarber at the side explain to her phew I'm always tense during haircut because i'm so scared the barber will not give me what i want then furthermore i cannot look clearly without my specs so must always wait till the end before i realise my hair has become too short haha. it's always like that.

ok got to blast.- twink-

i am who i am
7:17 AM

Whee!!! It has been so so long since i touched this blog of mine. I thought it should have long been taken down or something but it still exist!!!! It must be waiting for the day when I'll come and blog again. hehe. Thanks to you dear!! you helped me revived this blog and helped me decorate until so nice!!! AND you included my favourite naruto song!!! You are really the best dear!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

Just got back from camp today and i'm so tired. I was planning to sleep actually but decided to come online to check on my "new" blog!!! I am impressed dear, how did you manage to find the music? hope you didn't lose your precious sleeping time because of this. You always sacrifice so much for me dear and yet sometimes i just dunno how to show my appreciation hehe-scratch head-

SAT IS OUR DATE!!! hehe i promised i'll spend an entire day with you dear remember?? hehe i'm so looking forward to it!! Sentosa here we come!!! can finally spend some quality time with you dear whee!! at night still got bbq somemore!! arhhh i'm going to grow fat!! must control must control!! -suck in stomach- see my abs dear??!!! -face turning red-hehe. i'm trying very hard to burn away some fats and become fitter. ACtually, i've never felt so fit b4 in my life!!! It feels really good to be fit.

It's gonna be a long break so i'm just gonna enjoy myself and make full use of every minute. Especially every minute with you dear!!!! Thanks for always being there for me. You are always on my mind when things get tough!!

Got to blast!!!!

i am who i am
7:20 AM